haha.. its been soooo long since i last wrote a post....
now oso dunno wad to write..
holidays ya? boring lor.. everyday stay at home.. nobody to go out wif de.. den hwk so much..oso dun feel like doin... haha.. slack bah... my holiday life cycle.. wake up 12pm. eat lunch 1pm. watch tv 2pm. play com 4pm. eat dinner 7pm. watch tv 8pm. slp 1am.
kinda pathetic rite? ya.. but tts e everyday life of a slacker.. haha..feel like writing another crap post.. but dunno how to start. nxt time bah..
haix.. speech n proposal oso haven prepare... tis coming week need meet principal for interview for presidential election.. haha.. anyway i prepared to withdraw frm it IF i am choosen.. haha... as the days get nearer.. i get more n more nervous.. i start to panick.. i palms become sweaty juz thinking of it.. i break into a cold sweat.. my mind starts to wonder.. unfocused.. i lose control of my body n soul.. my eyes turn red.. my knees are weak and my hands are trembling.. wait a min.. am i writing a story or a blog? well.. i noe in a blog u can write a story and in a story u can write abt a blog that is abt a story or a blog that has a story that tells us abt a blog which has a story OR a blog that writes abt a blog writing abt a story which is telling a story abt a blog that is a story. erpx.
error 404: UNDERSTANDING PROBLEM ; CONFUSING!
man: HELP!! i read tis guy's blog and its confusing!!
woman: reali??? or is it that u juz can't understand wads he's saying?
man: NO.. Reali! its MIND BOOGLING!! i can't take it anymore.. its getting into me.. i can't stop thinking abt it! Its all around in my mind! HELLLPP!!
woman: man i think u need a break..relax. have u heard of tai chi? i heard it can...
man: i dun care wad the f**k tai chi can do!! all i noe is tat i read tt guy's post and i can't understand wad the f**k is he writing! Its f**king confusing! bloody sh*t man! and now i can't get it off my head!! f**k it man!! wad the f**k are u reading???? HUH?? stop looking! u f**king @**Hole!! are u laughing???? STOP LAUGHING!! U F**KING C***B** K*N*B*!!
okok., its getting too violent and i am going to stop le.. haha.. so sad... so catch it again nxt time on the nxt episode of : THE MIND BOOGLING THINGY
man: STILL LOOKING AR????? >o< ۩
school number 2.. Pasir Ris Secondary School.................. GOLD!!!!!!!!!!
yeah.. tats right.. we've got gold for SYF!!! hahaz.. can't believe it right?? mi too.. but after we played our song.. i reali tot it was reali gd... we played reali well.. hahaz.. well.. everyone now is like going crazy.. gold here gold dere.. hahaz.. dunno wen the fever can subside.. hahaz...
mid year coming le.. but i still so slack.. like nvr reali revise much.. everyday go out. play com.. hahaz.. this ca3 i fail alot lehx.. fail 3 subjects le.. some more fail until so low.. add math got 9 out of 38..hahaz.. nvm.. i'm sure i can do beta in mid year..- fingers crossed-
well.. now oso nth much happening.. sianx.. can't think of anything else to write.. sooooo.. so sorry guys.. i'll hav to stop here for now.. nxt time den write again.. buhbye....
harlo.. sorri so long nvr blog le.. some ppl complain i nvr blog le.. hahaz..dun believe look at my tagboard... :P
ok.. lets start things.. SYF cuming le!! left 11 more daes.. wa.. so nervous.. nxt week frm tues to saturdae practice lehx.. can die.. somemore got test.. aiyo.. no time to study..nvm.. hahaz.. band de earlier den us CO.. so all e best to the band!!! hahaz...after SYF den i start reali concentrate on studies... den aim for my goal... 5 A1s... hahaz.. den get into victoria JC.. hehe.. think i cannot make it.. well.. juz u see.
hahaz.. juz now juz came back.. went out in the evening wif.. my "sis"... ya.. go watch movie.. SAMARA!! hahaz.. scary la.. nice show.. creepy..kinda the same as THE RING 1.. u noe...scary gal wif long hair rise out of water.. and frm the television crawl out.. hahaz... den... hahaz.. dun wan sae lehx.. juz.. fun la.. nice outing..
ok la.. think tts all for now.. dunno wad else to sae le... well.. everybody smileX!
why.. i ask.. does it alwaes happen..
why.. i ask.. muz it be tis way..
i do not noe wad happen..
i do not noe why..
we becum so apart..
we becum so quiet..
it hurts inside to see it happening like tis..
it hurts...
i wan it to be back the way it was..
purely friendship...
purely friends..
i do not noe wad came between us..
i'll giv anything juz to gain back e frendship we once had before..
the ever trusting and concern u once gave mi..
now its gone..
the strong frendship now ruined..
but wad i wan is wadeva happens..
i'll alwaes be by ur side..
alwaes...
yoyoyoyohx..
quite some time nvr write le horx..
now in sch **** rm writing dis post.. hahaz.. so cold.. nvr bring down my slping bag...hahaz.. omg.. ms sim sae 2.30 muz go back le.. how?!?!?!?!
so lucky can get to use sch com in **** rm... muz faster write some crap..onli some privelleged ppl can use de ok.. hahaz.. feel so honoured... heheh... :P
okok.. so i'll stop the crap and write sth.. haix.. okk.. i faster.. kaiping down here cui mi.. ask mi write faster... i wan gan jiong... keep type wrong... all bcus of her. :P
okok.... i stop le... oso nvr write much horx.. nth interesting...okk.. nxt time see can write beta one bah.. byebye..
hahaz... quite some time nvr write le horx..
For all those who are wondering how am i...
i am fine.. i am ok.. dun need worry.
aniwae thx alot to those ppl who cared for mi.. comforted mi n stuff..reali appreciate it..
hahaz. now tt i'm beta.. things are more the way it used to be b4.. more smiles and laughter.. i dare not say tt my sadness is gone.. but....i try not to show it..
yup.. now more abt wads happening.. my class lost in the captain ball competition lehz!! lose to 3e5... 9-7 i think.. actually can be draw the cus we got two balls not counted cus we shoot frm behind the catcher..haix.. nvm... wads over is over...
hahaz.. den todae co e time kena scolded for talking den almost got kicked out of SYF... den muz sit at the corner there cannot play.. but i still play... hahha. but after i explain everything.. e ding lao lao apolgise to me lehx.. hahaz.. shhhh.. dun tell u wad i say to her.. i blackmail her.. hahaz.. no la.. juz jk.. den now i'm back in co again... hahaz.. i am untouchable..haahz..
kk.. tts abt all i can think of.. kks.. see wen i free den write another entry.. byebye!
haix.. looks like all e happiness inside of mi is gone...
lost.........
i do not noe wad to do..
shld i or shld i not...
yes or no...
i can't make a decision....
or isit i do not wan to make a decision...
maybe i'm too scared..
too afraid..to tell myself that wad is over is over.. deres no turning back.. or a solution to it..
maybe i shld juz giv up... n be the real mi. the happy mi.. but i can't 4get.. the memories inside my head.. too gd.. too happy.. too deep..
but memories can nvr be 4gotten.. dey onli can juz be hidden in ur head.. not wanting to be rmb..not wanting to be found..
i tried..
i can't.. deres no way out..
i may be like this forever.. i may..
so this is to all who is reading..
sadness is not only being moody, depressed.. even more.. not being able to forget it... the pain.. hurting.. this is wad reali hurts a sad person most..
What I Adore________
Food:No preference.. juz kinda lik duck rice..hehe
Drinks:coke?
Pastimes:Hang out..spend time wif frends..
People:kind, happi ppl
What I Hate_________
People:irritating ppl...
Things:nth in particular
Food:nth in particular
Music's Playing_____
Artist: Blue
Song: Signed,Sealed,Delivered ( MIDI )
Memories That Fades___
Let Me Know________
